Atop the pile a seagull with a broken left wing was scavenging for scraps.
It was the day after the first of four northeasters pummeled Martha’s Vineyard last March. I was on my daily commute that took me on Lagoon Pond Road and past the shuck shack where bay scallopers deposit heaps of empty shells.
Atop the pile a seagull with a broken left wing was scavenging for scraps. When the shells are fresh, the mound is covered in gulls. He was alone. The pickings were slim.
With a second, more severe storm already barreling up the coast, I knew this bird had some rough days ahead.
After an initial rush of pity, I told myself to stay out of it and let nature take its course. But the thought of this wounded animal enduring a slow, painful death, from starvation or hypothermia or both, flashed through my head all day. When I left work, I collected scraps of sliced turkey and pieces of pizza crust, hoping I’d see him on my way home.
It was getting dark and a bitterly cold wind was whipping off the Lagoon when I arrived with my care package. The gull was still working the shell pile.
I don’t know why I assumed he was a male. It was a gut feeling. Maybe it was because he ate everything no matter how disgusting. Maybe because he was filling the void left by the recent death of my dog Angus.
When I approached with food, he skittered away. I tried reassuring him and then tossed him scraps of turkey. After a tentative approach, he gobbled them down.
I got close enough to get a good picture, figuring I’d post the picture on the Islander Bird Alert Facebook page for advice or assistance.
A few people replied they would swing by with food.
An experienced birder whose frequent posts I’d long enjoyed, wrote “let nature take its course.”
It gave me pause. I knew he had a valid point. Nature can be cruel and we shouldn’t mess with the natural order.
But I also knew I couldn’t drive by this wounded animal every morning and ignore its plight.
More to the point — why does letting nature take its course exclude us from the equation?
Empathy abounds in the animal kingdom. Primates, dogs, elephants and even killer whales show it. There are many stories of cross-species compassion — a favorite of mine is about a rescued goat who adopted a rescued blind horse and led it to pasture every day.
I decided to help him through the winter, and if he made it, to back away when warm weather arrived.
During the next northeaster I found him taking shelter from the blowing snow, hunkered down behind a boathouse, alone. He was always alone. He gobbled up the haddock I’d found in the dark recesses of my refrigerator.
I never threw away food again, no matter how questionable the freshness. One of his favorites was raw chicken liver and gizzards. Once I tossed him a turkey neck, figuring he could peck away at it, but in a stunning display of muscle control, he wolfed it down in its entirety. Sometimes I fed him some of Angus’s dog kibble that I hadn’t been able to part with. When other gulls tried to horn in, he fought them off, three, four at a time. He was a scrapper. I admired him. He deserved all the help I could give him.
Animal rescuers don’t name wounded critters so they don’t become too attached to them.
But it was too late for that.
My boy needed a name.
I thought about Lefty, but figured the irony would be lost on him. I thought about a Vineyard version of Jonathan Livingston Seagull, something funkier, with more spirit and grit, befitting the gull that is proudly front and center on the Martha’s Vineyard secession flag.
He became Juan.
Over the coming months Juan was near the shuck shack most mornings, sometimes near the side of the road, sometimes behind a forest of phragmites on a small spit of land that juts into the Lagoon. Over time he began to recognize my truck and would approach in his comical waddle when I parked, only to skitter away when I greeted him. Our dance evolved over time — he approached, we exchanged pleasantries, I threw food, he wolfed it down then skittered away.
I discovered that Juan had incredible beak-eye coordination. He caught everything I threw his way.
Sometimes I wouldn’t find Juan at his usual station, only to see him bound out of the phragmites as I walked back to my truck, as if to say, “Surprise!”
More and more, I looked forward to our morning meetings. They became a peaceful moment of grace before I went to a job that was spiking my blood pressure to all-time highs.
Once, after a particularly soul-crushing day, I was driving on Lagoon Pond Road looking forward to seeing him when, to my horror, I saw him charging down the middle of the road in my direction. I couldn’t tell if he was trying to take flight, or if he was in a fit of pique, annoyed that I was late. I pulled over and tried to coax him out of the road, using his favorite food, smelts from Net Result.
He refused to budge. A pickup truck came barreling down Skiff avenue and blew through the stop sign, on a direct collision course with Juan. My shouts to the driver went unheard or unheeded. I watched petrified, but at the last second Juan took flight with his broken wing, just enough to avoid becoming road kill. Then he calmly walked in my direction and waited to see what I’d brought him.
I scolded him to never do that again. A passing pedestrian looked at me and quickened her pace.
Over time, I found out that Juan had other guardians.
A friend has an office on the other side of the Lagoon. When I told her about him, she told me she’d been getting visits from a seagull with a broken left wing and that she fed him on occasion.
A woman started leaving a bundt pan filled with fresh water by the shuck shack. She left her name and phone number and I called her. We bonded. Although I knew gulls drank salt water, I saw no reason to dampen her good will. Turned out she also had leftover dog kibble.
As summer rolled on, Juan showed up less and less. Now it’s late September and I haven’t seen him in a month. I hope he’s become self-sufficient. But I know nature might have taken its inevitable course.
Wherever he may be, it feels good to know I helped him get him through the unforgiving Vineyard winter.
Juan also helped me get through a rough winter — over the sadness of losing Angus and through the job that had come to a merciful end.
I could have kept driving by the shuck shack.
I’m glad I didn’t.
I think Juan was too.
Barry Stringfellow lives in Edgartown.

Comments
Great piece, Barry. Thanks
Jay ChicagoGreat piece, Barry. Thanks for sharing with us your time with Juan.
Once managed wounded gull
Ross cowan Lagoon..oak bluffsOnce managed wounded gull into box and brought it to Felix neck. They accepted it but discouraged the practice.
Loved this story! I agree
Lisa Gardiner EdgLoved this story! I agree that human love and compassion is an intricate part of nature.
Thank you for sharing such a
Sharon Judd MARLBOROUGHThank you for sharing such a beautiful story.
I knew I wasn’t the only one
Jane TisburyI knew I wasn’t the only one feeding him! What a wonderful story! Now I can confess that I actually bought him two stuffed clams at Cronigs one day, though usually I just shared with him whatever I had just purchased at the store. I am pretty sure the workmen at the Vineyard Museum were feeding him too, for I would often see him on the edge of the hill, standing, waiting...I miss the little guy a lot.
Loved your essay. It brought
Eileen Hamblin Melrose, MALoved your essay. It brought a little bit of the natural world into my morning routine.
Thanks.
Barry, the best writing of
June Manning AquinnahBarry, the best writing of yours that I have ever read. Welcome to the Vineyard Gazette !
I loved reading this this
Sharon McDonnell Hubregsen New YorkI loved reading this this morning. With all the craziness that’s occurring around us this took me away for a bit. Thank you.
Thank you, Barry, for a sweet
Diane Kretschmann ChilmarkThank you, Barry, for a sweet story about loss and newfound love. It brought tears to my eyes. I, too, am glad you showed empathy and gave much-needed (and appreciated) support to a defenseless creature.
heart-wrenchingly beautiful,
anne ryall sylvester obheart-wrenchingly beautiful, barry, hope we hear more from you. would be a treat.
As a fishing captain I
Larry O'Doul Falmouth, MAAs a fishing captain I usually find gulls to be nuisance. However, the mate who wrote this heartfelt yarn has made me see them in a different light. Like anyone who makes their living from the sea, they're scrappy survivors. Bravo and well done, fisherman! Can't wait to see what you do for an encore.
Thank you for sharing that
Heidi VHThank you for sharing that beautiful story. It really touched my heart.
Lyrical writing and excellent
Vividgirl EdgartownLyrical writing and excellent craft here. I hope we see more of your writing here in the Gazette.
what a wonderful writer.
A. Laura chilmarkwhat a wonderful writer. thank you.
Excellent writing. Who would
B.mcgourty V.h.Excellent writing. Who would have thought a sea gull would evoke so much empathy. Look forward to more from Barry on island life,
Inspirational piece Barry. I
Kris Vineyard havenInspirational piece Barry. I’m sure the Gazette is so pleased to have you.
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