Regret mixed with relief as I retraced a brush-strewn path I had followed so many mornings and afternoons during the hunting season just ended on Martha’s Vineyard.
Regret mixed with relief as I retraced a brush-strewn path I had followed so many mornings and afternoons during the hunting season just ended on Martha’s Vineyard. There was no longer any need to walk carefully and quietly to avoid alerting any nearby deer as I took advantage of a welcome warmup to remove tree stands from the woods.
I enjoy hunting immensely, so I rely on state regulations and not self discipline to cause me to call it quits and attend to responsibilities I readily put off in favor of heading outdoors. Still, in the mid-winter stillness, as I made ready to undo a platform from the trunk of a large tree in which I had spent many hours letting the world, and an occasional deer, pass me by I felt a pang of sorrow. I’m going to miss this, I thought as I looked out over a grove of oaks I had watched undergo a multihued seasonal transformation until only bare limbs remained.
The Massachusetts deer hunting season began on Oct. 16 and ended on Dec. 30. It is the time of the year when I may sit alone in a tree meditating for hours at a time and only my wife questions my sanity. (It should be noted that my willingness to stand on a beach for hours fruitlessly casting to false albacore also raises questions about my mental fitness.)
It may seem a stretch to equate deer hunting with meditation, but time spent in a tree stand lends itself to deep contemplation and thought surrounded by nature. A hunter outfitted in camouflage is likely to experience just as much personal growth as an individual in yoga pants sitting in a pretzel leg position at a costly retreat in Big Sur, with the added bonus of being able to stock the freezer. The exception I think is the hunter who passes time playing video games on a smart phone — he can pretty much expect to stay at the bottom of the four stages of enlightenment.
Often, I climb into my stand in the morning darkness and remain aloft in a tree for several hours. That gives me a lot of time to think, or not, about what has been and what will be. I think about how Tisbury bungled the opportunity to transform the Vineyard Haven Stop & Shop from a Soviet-era style building to a modern market with parking where a shopper might be able to find a gallon of milk stocked on a Friday afternoon. I think about all the fuss over the roundabout and wonder if there is hope for Beach Road. I think about why I have no interest in tweets. Sometimes I even think about deer.
The end of the season brings regrets because so few modern activities require that we remain absolutely still and attuned to our environment. The successful hunting experience is grounded in stealth and keen observation — sitting quietly, turning slowly when you must and listening for the telltale steps of a deer moving through the brush so you are not surprised by its sudden appearance. The emphasis on reducing the Island deer herd might lead the uninitiated to think that a venison dinner is his for the taking. But deer are well equipped by nature for survival. In addition to an acute sense of smell, deer can pick out the slightest discordant sound amid all the natural sounds and Island noise that surround them, which includes rummaging squirrels, passing vehicles and the incessant pounding of hammers.
The last stand I removed was on private property in Chilmark just off a confluence of walking paths. The location offered an advantage for entering the woods easily and quietly, and the paths made hauling out a deer less strenuous, an important consideration of mine with each passing year.
Deer also like to choose the easiest travel routes. I had already taken two does from this location when one November morning I hooked into my safety line and climbed quickly, then settled in with my bow across my lap and waited for dawn to lift the darkness. A whippoorwill sang in the distance. The haunting cry of this diminutive bird is one of the sounds that adds immeasurably to the Island hunting experience.
The morning was still. Ten minutes had passed when I heard a deer walking through a tangle of pines and brush down a facing hill. I peered through the darkness trying to pick out a shape. The footsteps were heavy and deliberate — a buck. The deer walked in my direction and stopped about 12 yards from the tree where I sat. My bow rested on my lap. I did not dare move.
The faint edge of dawn was beginning to appear. A large, 12-point buck began to take shape. If I lifted my arm I was certain the buck would catch my movement, or pick out the rustling of fabric or the sound of my beating heart. It was, as my southern friends say, so quiet you could hear a frog fart. I decided my best strategy was to wait.
After standing more or less stationary for a considerable time, the buck moved away slowly in its same direction of travel. I picked up the bow and for a moment thought I might have a shot but the angle was not favorable. Rather than risk a poor hit, I chose to wait for another day. That day did not come. There is always next season.
Nelson Sigelman writes the Outdoors column for the Martha’s Vineyard Magazine and is the author of the just-published Martha’s Vineyard Outdoors, Fishing, Hunting and Avoiding Divorce on a Small Island. He will speak about the book on Tuesday at 7 p.m. at the Vineyard Haven Library.

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Carrying more of Nelson
LIONEL SPIRO Edgartown,MACarrying more of Nelson Sigelkman’s writings would be a good thing for the Gazette to do.
Beautifully written, Nelson.
Kay Goldstein Chapel Hill, NCBeautifully written, Nelson. One of your best.
Based on this episode, even
Phil Wallas Newton & sometimes Vineyard HavenBased on this episode, even this non-hunter is ready for Zen and the Art of Hunting. The author hears the music of his mind and shares it with us.
A wonderful piece. Nelson
Jack AquinnahA wonderful piece. Nelson Sigelman captures the world of hunting in its natural, original setting. His writing is lyrical, incisive, and personal.
Nice piece, Nelson. I've
Sara Oak BluffsNice piece, Nelson. I've finished your book, your collection of essays for the "other paper" and look forward to more writing from you here. You've brought me 'round on the subject of deer hunting; I'm almost ready to try venison!
Nelson Great reflection, but
Tick Hater West TisburyNelson Great reflection, but do you have any idea if your cadre of fellow hunters made a difference in the deer population this year??? Or is there just too many additional mammals that act as hosts for those indestructible parasites??? I too grew up hunting and walking everywhere on the Vineyard, but now I fear for that one nymph that I miss and bites me. We should have a year-round bow hunting season and donate the venison to meals on wheels.
Tick hater:
Nelson Sigelman Vineyard HavenTick hater:
I find no redeemable quality in a tick other than I can use the word as a metaphor when referring to the qualities of certain humans. When I find one (a tick not a human) I stick it on a piece of tape and feel no remorse watching it struggle as I toss it in the garbage. In the spring, my wife creates her own little tar pit and encases ticks in a jar of dishwashing liquid that she sets aside just for that purpose. I think she enjoys doing it.
I do not go through life fearing ticks. I take precautions. That includes spraying my hunting clothing with Permethrin, tucking in my pants and checking myself for ticks. You may have more to fear from an August driver than a deer tick nymph. We learn to live with both — and it gives us something to complain about in the off season.
Anecdotally, the deer harvest may be down this year. I think the expanded season is reducing the herd. I know I see fewer deer than I did ten years ago but maybe that is because they are getting smarter and I am getting slower.
I disagree there should be a year round season. Hunters want to see deer managed, not eradicated and would oppose such a proposal.
Deer are an important link but they are not the sole culprit in the spread of tick-borne diseases. The role of land management in the tick invasion is often overlooked. Ticks and local con coms thrive on Brillo pad brush.
Don’t wait for meals on wheels. Time to pick up that bow again.
Nothing like a day in the
charlie callahan so boston/edgartownNothing like a day in the forest, even if I don't get a deer. Sun up to sundown it's another world.
Nicely written, very funny.
Dave HarthavenNicely written, very funny.
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